Memory hurts me

Memory is the hardest things to forget. As i wish i could forget everything abt u after we broke up. But.. Its not that easy.

Its so hurt. Really hurt. I cant stand to face it anymore. After for a long time i torturing myself, i meet someone who always give me some advises and support me whatever i do.

I realised that i shouldn't being a crazy girl, sitting at my bed crying and crying waiting for u to come back

I always miss u , i always want u  by my side, and i always want u to be my last. I remember every weekends we spend up our time together, watched some movie and do something memorable. You never miss to wish morning and night to me even you know that i am always sleep earlier than you and always wake up at noon.

But its just at the start, day by day you had change alot. U always busy with ur friends and always had no time with me like before. I wonder why suddenly u change.

I don't know how i can forget all the thing that we had having through together . But at last i force myself to forget everything and start with a new one. A new start of being a heartless girl in the world.

Heartless

As we know its difficult to being a girl. Once our feeling had be cheated by someone then no sorry acceptable. But hati perempuan is too soft. Its hard to push the feeling away. Like others say "Sekali dah sayang, susah nak lepaskan". A girl is actually so emotional. They cant even control their feeling. Its easy for a boy. Nothing to worry about.

Many of a stupid girl in this world yg still letakkan harapan on "A BOY" who is always make her life suffer. Always make her life in trouble.

But boy dont really care about that. They need a girl when they feel bored when they feel like they need someone to talk with. Because his friend would not to lend their ears to listen what kind of problem he faced. Only girls can understand. Unless if kawan tu kawan yg ikhlas. Then they will spent their time to just listening his problm.

Hm hm, Can a boy appreciate a girl? Can treat a girl like they treat their mom? Can take care of a girl like they take care of their mom? Im sure not all boy can do that kind of this thing. A few tu adalah but its hard to find this type of boy buat masa sekarang ni.....

So just be careful for choosing a boy to be ur partner. Erm erm, tak tahu nk cakap apa dahh . So lets i end this post. So byebyee

LOVE, prxxcioso

TAKE ME AWAY

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

Take me away, away from the cruel world

EHSYYPIYEMM

As usual, every year form5 student will sitting for quite a challenge examinations. The examination will assess the wisdom of themselves after five years of studying.

So i am the batch97 who is sitting SPM 2014 on this 2nd November. Sometime I feel excited, sometime i feel so scary, nervous and macam2 lagi.. This is a determination for me to step up to the face to its triumph in life.

Sometime i had no time to hang out with friend cause im too busy with my school, busy with my tuition's classes, my KETAM's class and so so on.

my schedule are so pack this year. There's no time to play around. Im the "backbone" of my family (katanya) . So i need to take serious. I hve alot of ambition and im always dreaming about my future. Yeah! siapa je yang tak fikir masa depan kan. I am right?

This year SPM punya certificate ada perubahan. As my teacher told us that our subject yang fail will not appear on the certificate. Its make me become more nervous. And our ujian penulisan also will appear. Sama ada pass or fail. So i think this year is quite difficult.

So just make it simple, My mom told me to study smart not study HARD. Because anything we do dngan adanya restu from our parents and especially the ONE who create us, Insa'allah we will success dngan segala pekerjaan yg dilakukan. AMIN

SO GOODLUCK FOR THOSE YG MENDUDUKI EXAM SPM ON THIS NOVEMBER . DO YOUR BEST! BYE

LOVE, JIA