Raya Oh Raya 😄😄

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i really mean it. honestly 😣😣

SPM (berbahasa agak baku) haha

Terlalu sibuk dengan sesuatu yang melalaikan sehingga alpa akan tanggungjawab yang dipikul. Hari demi hari di hitung, sedar tak sedar hanya tinggal beberapa jam  sahaja masa mempersiapkan diri untuk menempuh peperiksaan spm pada tahun ini.

Harapan besar ibu bapa hanya lah untuk melihat kejayaan anaknya dalam peperiksaan ini. Tapi aku terlalu alpa dengan kenikmatan hidup yang diberi.

tidak pernah merasai kesusahan hidup kerana terlalu mewah dengan pemberian mama dan ayah. Tapi Itu bukan lah sebab utama kenapa perlu bersikap begini. Sering di ingatkan oleh mama bahawa aku masih tidak mengenali dunia luar. Pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran bakal ditempuh, semua itu tidak semudah  yang dijangka. Disebabkan itu lah mama sering memberi peringatan bahawa betapa pentingnya pendidikan zaman sekarang .

gdluck for SPM's Trial on 2nd Sept and SPM on 3rd November. 

Nothing much could i say

Dear Fav boy.

Coretan

Tidak semua manusia yang inginkan realiti hidup yang menyakitkan.
Mengapakah yang indah semua hanya lah mainan igauan.
Mengapakah wujudnya kesakitkan, kesensaraan, penderitaan dalam hidup ini.

Mengapakah begitu payahnya untuk mencapai kebahagiaan hidup, walhal untuk mendapat keperitan, kepayahan dalam hidup adalah amat mudah.

Setiap pengenalan mesti wujudnya satu perasaan dan setiap perjumpaan mesti wujudnya perpisahan. Mungkin inilah yang dikata cebisan sebuah cerita kehidupan..

Segala yang berlaku haruslah dijadikan sebagai pengajaran pada diri.
Jadikan ia sebagai kekuatan diri untuk terus maju kehadapan.
Simpan semua 1001 kenangan untuk dijadikan sebagai bingkisan hidup.

Where are you?

You broke all ur promises.
Where are you?
Its seem like you wont to talk to me like we used to.
Everyday im waiting for you.
My head is always think of you.
I wish its same to you. Erm.....maybe not.

Dont make promises if you are not able to satisfy.
Em. I just miss you
Did you take ur breakfast? Ur lunch? Ur dinner?
How is you day so far? Its good?
How's ur sleep?
Em.. I miss every time when we get close.
Did you remember or think of me even in a second?
Hm..

How i wish i could be yours. Maigod im the happiest girl in the world.
But it is just dream.
I cant stand with this "feeling"
I thought you are different with others.
But my thought was totally false! Huh

Im tired
Tired waiting something that wouldnt be as i wish
Hm okay. Im done
Goodbye

Memory hurts me

Memory is the hardest things to forget. As i wish i could forget everything abt u after we broke up. But.. Its not that easy.

Its so hurt. Really hurt. I cant stand to face it anymore. After for a long time i torturing myself, i meet someone who always give me some advises and support me whatever i do.

I realised that i shouldn't being a crazy girl, sitting at my bed crying and crying waiting for u to come back

I always miss u , i always want u  by my side, and i always want u to be my last. I remember every weekends we spend up our time together, watched some movie and do something memorable. You never miss to wish morning and night to me even you know that i am always sleep earlier than you and always wake up at noon.

But its just at the start, day by day you had change alot. U always busy with ur friends and always had no time with me like before. I wonder why suddenly u change.

I don't know how i can forget all the thing that we had having through together . But at last i force myself to forget everything and start with a new one. A new start of being a heartless girl in the world.