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i really mean it. honestly 😣😣

SPM (berbahasa agak baku) haha

Terlalu sibuk dengan sesuatu yang melalaikan sehingga alpa akan tanggungjawab yang dipikul. Hari demi hari di hitung, sedar tak sedar hanya tinggal beberapa jam  sahaja masa mempersiapkan diri untuk menempuh peperiksaan spm pada tahun ini.

Harapan besar ibu bapa hanya lah untuk melihat kejayaan anaknya dalam peperiksaan ini. Tapi aku terlalu alpa dengan kenikmatan hidup yang diberi.

tidak pernah merasai kesusahan hidup kerana terlalu mewah dengan pemberian mama dan ayah. Tapi Itu bukan lah sebab utama kenapa perlu bersikap begini. Sering di ingatkan oleh mama bahawa aku masih tidak mengenali dunia luar. Pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran bakal ditempuh, semua itu tidak semudah  yang dijangka. Disebabkan itu lah mama sering memberi peringatan bahawa betapa pentingnya pendidikan zaman sekarang .

gdluck for SPM's Trial on 2nd Sept and SPM on 3rd November. 

Nothing much could i say

Dear Fav boy.

Coretan

Tidak semua manusia yang inginkan realiti hidup yang menyakitkan.
Mengapakah yang indah semua hanya lah mainan igauan.
Mengapakah wujudnya kesakitkan, kesensaraan, penderitaan dalam hidup ini.

Mengapakah begitu payahnya untuk mencapai kebahagiaan hidup, walhal untuk mendapat keperitan, kepayahan dalam hidup adalah amat mudah.

Setiap pengenalan mesti wujudnya satu perasaan dan setiap perjumpaan mesti wujudnya perpisahan. Mungkin inilah yang dikata cebisan sebuah cerita kehidupan..

Segala yang berlaku haruslah dijadikan sebagai pengajaran pada diri.
Jadikan ia sebagai kekuatan diri untuk terus maju kehadapan.
Simpan semua 1001 kenangan untuk dijadikan sebagai bingkisan hidup.

Where are you?

You broke all ur promises.
Where are you?
Its seem like you wont to talk to me like we used to.
Everyday im waiting for you.
My head is always think of you.
I wish its same to you. Erm.....maybe not.

Dont make promises if you are not able to satisfy.
Em. I just miss you
Did you take ur breakfast? Ur lunch? Ur dinner?
How is you day so far? Its good?
How's ur sleep?
Em.. I miss every time when we get close.
Did you remember or think of me even in a second?
Hm..

How i wish i could be yours. Maigod im the happiest girl in the world.
But it is just dream.
I cant stand with this "feeling"
I thought you are different with others.
But my thought was totally false! Huh

Im tired
Tired waiting something that wouldnt be as i wish
Hm okay. Im done
Goodbye

Memory hurts me

Memory is the hardest things to forget. As i wish i could forget everything abt u after we broke up. But.. Its not that easy.

Its so hurt. Really hurt. I cant stand to face it anymore. After for a long time i torturing myself, i meet someone who always give me some advises and support me whatever i do.

I realised that i shouldn't being a crazy girl, sitting at my bed crying and crying waiting for u to come back

I always miss u , i always want u  by my side, and i always want u to be my last. I remember every weekends we spend up our time together, watched some movie and do something memorable. You never miss to wish morning and night to me even you know that i am always sleep earlier than you and always wake up at noon.

But its just at the start, day by day you had change alot. U always busy with ur friends and always had no time with me like before. I wonder why suddenly u change.

I don't know how i can forget all the thing that we had having through together . But at last i force myself to forget everything and start with a new one. A new start of being a heartless girl in the world.

Heartless

As we know its difficult to being a girl. Once our feeling had be cheated by someone then no sorry acceptable. But hati perempuan is too soft. Its hard to push the feeling away. Like others say "Sekali dah sayang, susah nak lepaskan". A girl is actually so emotional. They cant even control their feeling. Its easy for a boy. Nothing to worry about.

Many of a stupid girl in this world yg still letakkan harapan on "A BOY" who is always make her life suffer. Always make her life in trouble.

But boy dont really care about that. They need a girl when they feel bored when they feel like they need someone to talk with. Because his friend would not to lend their ears to listen what kind of problem he faced. Only girls can understand. Unless if kawan tu kawan yg ikhlas. Then they will spent their time to just listening his problm.

Hm hm, Can a boy appreciate a girl? Can treat a girl like they treat their mom? Can take care of a girl like they take care of their mom? Im sure not all boy can do that kind of this thing. A few tu adalah but its hard to find this type of boy buat masa sekarang ni.....

So just be careful for choosing a boy to be ur partner. Erm erm, tak tahu nk cakap apa dahh . So lets i end this post. So byebyee

LOVE, prxxcioso

TAKE ME AWAY

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

Take me away, away from the cruel world

EHSYYPIYEMM

As usual, every year form5 student will sitting for quite a challenge examinations. The examination will assess the wisdom of themselves after five years of studying.

So i am the batch97 who is sitting SPM 2014 on this 2nd November. Sometime I feel excited, sometime i feel so scary, nervous and macam2 lagi.. This is a determination for me to step up to the face to its triumph in life.

Sometime i had no time to hang out with friend cause im too busy with my school, busy with my tuition's classes, my KETAM's class and so so on.

my schedule are so pack this year. There's no time to play around. Im the "backbone" of my family (katanya) . So i need to take serious. I hve alot of ambition and im always dreaming about my future. Yeah! siapa je yang tak fikir masa depan kan. I am right?

This year SPM punya certificate ada perubahan. As my teacher told us that our subject yang fail will not appear on the certificate. Its make me become more nervous. And our ujian penulisan also will appear. Sama ada pass or fail. So i think this year is quite difficult.

So just make it simple, My mom told me to study smart not study HARD. Because anything we do dngan adanya restu from our parents and especially the ONE who create us, Insa'allah we will success dngan segala pekerjaan yg dilakukan. AMIN

SO GOODLUCK FOR THOSE YG MENDUDUKI EXAM SPM ON THIS NOVEMBER . DO YOUR BEST! BYE

LOVE, JIA